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Happy birthday to myself.

May. 19th, 2008 | 03:25 pm
mood: contentcontent

Happy birthday to ME,
Happy birthday to ME,
Happy birthday to Jolene,
Happy birthday to ME :D

aww, firstly i wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday!
Weiwen, Veronica, Shuhui [thanks for sending me birthday msg 4 times], 
Simin, Kenneth, Gek, Weizhe, AlvinW, Lock, Muffy, June, Jiamin, 
Qiuxuan, Renghao, Xinyi, Shirley, Shearn, Jimmy, Jessica & Natasha :D
& all those who wished me on msn,friendster,maple. thank you so-so much.

Special thanks to AlvinT for calling me just to wish me happy birthday!
Special thanks to Pearl&Jackson for singing me the birthday song on phone.
Even though you peepos couldn't celebrate with me but i appreciated it :)
& Of course to my mommy, for buying the birthday cake for me.
Special thanks to Wanyan for wishing me happy birthday too, bleah. you know why :P
Big big special thanks to Eric for drawing a 'present' for me! 

I had a enjoyable birthday, i really did.
Thanks for taking time out just to celebrate my birthday with me.
Thanks !Wanyan, Veronica, Gek, Weiwen, Junyu, Genny& Vivian :D
Yea, we went to Jack's place to eat. ok, we ate it with lotsa regrets.

Friends, i don't need plenty of them. What I really need are true friends and that's enough :D
Those were said to me by Shuhui and yes, I agree with them.
Whats the point of having so-so many friends but yet,
all of them are just backstabbers and 2 headed. wahahaa :D

1 year has passed, and now.
I need you more than ever, love you more than ever, want you than ever.
74944, you're irreplaceable. a fact that wouldn't change in my lifetime :D

& my apologies to all, 
I behaved like a little kid, ranting about why isn't he here on my birthday cele.
ranting about why isn't he sending me a message, wishing me a happy birthday.
complaning about why isn't there anyone who really cared about my birthday.
For those who had 'suffered' in my hands, I'm really sorry! I love you all, muack.

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What A Bright Moony Night ...

May. 15th, 2008 | 11:30 pm

this is just a short-random post :D
missy didn't turn up for school today and the school
bombarded my house with lot and lots of phonecalls.
and of course, my poppy and mommy got so damn irritated
until they decided to plug out the wire(the phone, obviously).
Kenny C told me that I failed both my physics and chemistry and my total marks for it was 46/100.
Terribly done but i didn't expect my chemistry to score higher than physics.
ah- whatever. combined subjects just suck to the effin' core :D
ok, i'm doonnne with my post!
& to those sluts, apparently you peepos are gettin' on my nerves. get it?

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Daisuki da yo ..

May. 14th, 2008 | 11:54 pm
mood: creativecreative

I WANNA WATCH "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS" :(
Dumb pappy wanted to bring me to granny's place in the first place
but I fell asleep on my sisters' bed :P

dragged my feet to school, i was so damn reluctant to go.
was on phone with bbbebebibi till 3am last night,
\m/ c'mon admit it, I rock manzxzs!
where in the world would you find sucha kind lady?
you told me you needed someone to talk to and i called ya immediately.
fuck, i'm feeeeeeling nice now :D

ah hah! my birthday is in another 5 more days.
kewl kewl, i'm turning 16 in no time.
i can officially watch nc16 movies, open pool-table.
and yes, it is again. time for wishing-wishes-wish.
I WISH FOR MORE MONEY!
I WISH TO BECOME THIN!
I WISH TO HAVE ANGMOH(those with blue eyes) BOYFRIEND!
I WISH THAT I CAN SCORE 7POINTS FOR NLEVEL!
I WISH THAT ONCE I SCORE THAT GRADE! i can throw my f*ing cert on that biatch face!
shut up, don't laugh at me for wanting to get 7points.
i'll shove a carrot into your throat if you DARE to laugh.
as mentioned, those are wishes. so stfu xD

OH! did i mentioned that i got 60marks for my art?
i ROFLMAO-ed while i'm looking at my papers.
for those who have seen my papers, tell me.
which part of it looks like it deserved a B grade?
[i'll prolly take a picture of it & post it]

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Slutty = Pretty

May. 14th, 2008 | 12:53 am
mood: bitchybitchy

missy here is feeling so bitchy right now.

today I headed to E!hub with Phanty,
that stupid panty made me walk from pasir ris interchange
to that bloody kecik and shop-less mall. -.-!
well the only thing that i loved about the mall, is the Ferris Wheel!
C'mon, don't you think the lightings are b-u-t-ful? even though its kecik.
seriously loh, should be called Kecik!Hub. ok,whatever. I am being nonsensical-.-
headed back to the interchange and I started to sing my current
no.1 list song, "Dailamo". Seriously all of you should listen to it, it makes you
wanna shake your boobies and arse. Amerika niyana askanika nanana~  

 Ps: If you think I'm writing about you, then its you loh.
if you think I'm not, then I'm not loh! HAHA
This statement is gettin' soooo popular, i'm gg to learn it
and of course, make full use of it right now.

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Shut the fuck up, Biatch.

May. 13th, 2008 | 03:00 pm
mood: annoyedannoyed


Alright, I didn't turn up for school today because I'm damn tired -.-
Got to know about my marks for mathematics.
I KNOW IT IS BADLY DONE, STOP REPRIMANDING ME ABOUT THE MARKS.
C'mon, i know the importance of maths just as much as You do.
Don't try to play a part of mom and dad.
Because seriously, i don't need that shit coming from you. ok?
ok, whatever la. since i'm getting a tuition pretty soon.
so shut the fuck up and stopstopstopstop yacking about the marks.
& Its not the matter of putting in the effort in the paper anot,
its about whether i KNOW how to DO or NOT. If i don't know how to do it,
then no matter how much effort i put in it, i'd still fail
. Use your common sense 

& seriously, i can't take the shit-ass attitude that you're giving.
So, you think it is unnecessary to maintain good relationship as friends
C'mon, one day if you lose that someone special to you.
Don't expect me to give you a wee bit of sympathy.
& sorry, if you think what you'd say about me after reading this post
would bring me down then sorry, i'm going to disappoint you because
it won't effect me in any ways.

 

Yes, i got to admit that i'm a backstabber.
Please don't try and tell me things like, "I didn't backstab you lo, why you like that now"
Sorry babe, I've got to tell you that.
In this society that you're living in, everyone is just backstabbing each other. 
Face the fact babe. You're one of them

 
Okay, this post is being edited because Shuhui says it's a lil too harsh.

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The love that I need, is gone.. forever..

May. 12th, 2008 | 11:50 pm
mood: confusedconfused

Aloha! :D
I'm back from Sentosa&Veron's house.
Went to Sentosa with Wanyan&co, i was really enjoying myself.
Even though the weather was like f*ing bad. 
For a moment it was raining, the next moment it was like raining cats&dogs
BUT I STILL ENJOYED IT OK! & BABI, THOSE FCKERS KEEP SAYING I SUA KU!
NEVER GO BEFORE SENTOSA GOT WRONG?
LOL.
Go die la you all! burn in hell bodoh~
[isn't it pretty obvious that its a J and K? - Just Kidding]

 My right ear was being hit by the ball several times :(
Until now, it is still bleeding like nobody's business loh,
fucking fellow who threw the ball at me, must have hate me alot lor :(

aftermath, we took bus65 home.
the journey was so damn long, [my butt nearly tore apart]
most of them were asleep while i'm looking at the scenery

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If you've saw the previous post in my LJ.
Sorry, my deepest apologies to you.
I'm not trying to gain sympathy from readers,
not trying to let people know how much "hurt" I was feeling
.
I just needed a place to voice out, without anyone interupting.
I needed someone whom I can confide, without spilling the beans.

& Now, if you've read the post.
I hope we could still be the close friends that we used to be,
I don't wish the friendship between the both of us to strain.
I clearly know where I stand in your heart now,
it isn't me but its her.

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Love, it just doesn't come my way..

May. 12th, 2008 | 12:18 am
mood: sadsad


oh boy, oh boy. 
this song just reminds me of you.

It has been 2 years since we met.
In the past.. 
Both of us were in love with each other but didn't
had the guts to admit each other until the day,
both of us lost each other. I was with him, you were with her.
Honestly speaking, at those times while i'm with him. 
I was constantly thinking of you.
I bet you don't know how much I wanted you,
How much I wanted to be in your embrace..
How much I wanted your love..

1 year later, 
We finally got together despite all that was pulling us down.
Both of us were like from different worlds, I was the nerd while you're a hooligan.
Life wasn't good at that point of time.
Daddy found out about us, didn't liked it when i was with you.
He tried all ways to tear us apart but in the end, we proved him wrong :)
Several months later, I was being too 'sticked' on to you.
I didn't give you space to breath. I didn't give you enough freedom.
I even went to a point of accusing you! My apologies.. 
Finally, you couldn't take it anymore and left me.

My world fell apart, it seems as though I couldn't live without you.
But life, still carried on. I learned how to let go, and 
I found a guy who treats me as nice as you did in the past. 
He was really caring, thoughtful. Every minute I was crying,
He'd be there to cheer me up, even though it was just on the phone.
It was enough.

School re-opened, everything seems to become worst.
Almost everyone told me that I still have some hope.
Just that if i changed into a different person, you'd return to me.
and if i take the initiative to text you on the phone, chances would definitely be higher!
They even said that, those were the words from you.
And of course, I listened to 'you' and them.
I've changed myself to someone that I don't even know now..
I took the guts to text you .. but all the reply that i got was that .. :'(
Turned out that it was all lies, everyone around me, was cheating me.
They made me look like a f*ing fool. I swear that they'll pay the price.

The stuffs that people are telling me everyday, are totally different.
I'm really at my limits. I seriously am, I really wanna hate you just for once! 
:(

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A day to remember

May. 11th, 2008 | 10:32 am
mood: cheerfulcheerful

Apparently , this is my first time using livejournal.
Just wanna have a change of enviroment, in terms of blogging.
So yea, i switched from blogger to livejournal :D


Dearest Jovi Huang Shu Hui aka ShuShui
Shuihui, Piggy, Pigu, Porkchop, Zhu Fen, Monkey nipple tape.
Airport Chest[Kenneth's Idea], 水母头, Tiger, DiscoBall, Shiny Woman.

In another 1 hour and 28 more mins would be your 16th birthday!
As your dearest, dear. I'd like to wish ya, happy sweet 16th birthday :D
and also, we've known each other for 4 years. isn't that long?
even though, we'd always quarrel with each other but yea, i still love you!
Hope you'd enjoy the day @ sentosa with us yea.


This is Alvin Wong, we're almost 5 years of friends!


Kenny C, my almost 4 years friend.
He is so darn bitchy and irritating, right?
:DDD




Iris fondling with Demas G奶!


Steamboat ah! Shiok ah~ 爽!

I loooove this clique like hell :D

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